Qarapaıym adam

1972

Maǵan shymyr, symdaı tartylǵan adamdar unaıdy. Sportzalǵa bardym dep selfı jasamaı, tek ózine mán beretinder. Durys tamaqtanýdy dástúr qylǵan, biraq burysh-buryshta sonysyn maqtan etpeıtin jandar unaıdy. Temeki shekpeıtin, sosyn aqyl aıtyp, mazańdy almaıtyndar unaıdy. Men ıntrovertpin deıtin ártisterdiń sát saıyn neshe túrli sándi dúkenniń kıim-keshegin aldym degen júz sýretin storıske sala bermeıtini de unaıdy. Introvertter qupııa ómirin eshkimge kórsetpeı súrgeni ádemi ǵoı. Áleýmettik jelide bos maqtana bermeı, óz balasyn shyn jaqsy kóretin analar unaıdy. Óziniń jazǵany men shyǵarǵanyna qatty uıalatyn daryndy adamdar unaıdy. Sulýlyǵynyń qýatyn biletin, jan dúnıesinde erekshe úılesimdiligi bar áıelder unaıdy. Syrty ádemi, ishi bos qalbyr sııaqtylary unamaıdy. Sulý áıelderdiń jabyq paraqshalary unaıdy. Olar eshkimge eshteńe dáleldep áýrelenbeıdi. Ózi úshin ómir súrip, demalysta teńizge baryp, kimmen shampan ishkenin, kimmen súıiskenin jarııalap, áýre bolmaıtyndar unaıdy. Bastaǵan isin tek ózine unaǵan soń istep, aınalasynyń maquldaýyn kútpeıtin adamdar unaıdy. Meniń osy unaıtyn adamdardan sát saıyn, kún saıyn úırenerim kóp. Qazirgi zamanǵy esteri aýysqan, qaraqan basynan basqany kózi kórmeıtinderdiń biri bop qalmaýyma kómegi zor.
Adamnyń adamgershiligi myqty bolǵan saıyn ol ár iste qarapaıym bola beredi eken. Bos qalbyr ǵana qańǵyrlaıdy.

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